
I've been trying to write this paper for one week now. I keep hitting road blocks every time I think I'm getting somewhere with it. I've also been trying to pick up the laundry, do the dishes, sort the piles of paper, vacuum, put away everyone's clothes, and just create a somewhat sanitary environment for my children to live in yet I've failed at all of those so far. Everyone tells me I'm doing well but I don't feel well. I knew this was going to happen when I went to school. I just didn't know how difficult it was going to be deal with. I feel like I'm trapped in constant filth. I can't concentrate in this environment and I feel like I'm going insane. I'm lucky if I get a shower. Most of the time I will go two or three days. I'm still in my pajamas from yesterday. I have two tests on Tuesday and I have informed my husband that I am sleeping early Wednesday night and not to wake me up if I fall asleep while putting the girls down for the night. Shower or not. Well off to finish this damn paper. I still have homework to finish for this same class and it's all due tomorrow night. Then I get home from school at around 9 p.m. and study for three chapters that I haven't even glanced at yet I have a test on them in the morning. I also have discussion boards to post on the same class and then another test to take for legal that is due by 11 p.m. that night. How many nights can I stay up? No wonder I'm going nuts. I will at least try to remember to brush my teeth before bed. Pray I complete this degree because I honestly don't know how I'm going to do it.
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